this is incredibly untrue :c but i appreciate you fong ♡ i miss ya
I didn’t mean to post that I suck
aaaaaawwww ♡ ♡ ♡ c: i’m doing okay~ how is u?
Maybe I just need stable friendships. I don’t have any in my life. I never have for some reason. Friends come and ago every year or so.
i feel like i’ll never truly be happy? things are always going wrong. i can’t even be truly satisfied with the things in my life. i usually tolerate it and say, “i don’t need to worry about it right now. things will get better.” but it never does. it will seem like it, but then there’s always that vague emptiness that i still feel. and i can’t stop thinking about it. i don’t know what to do to fix the way i think? or the way i feel? or i don’t know what to do to make myself happy? idk.
"i don’t need to worry about it right now. things will get better."
tea time ~